This is a true story about a woman who was introduced to drugs and alcohol by her father at the age of nine, living in a world of darkness, not being able to trust anyone, and waiting and praying that death would take her away. Living in this world for forty years caused her to develop split personality disorder-until God took over her life. She wants people to see what God can and will do, from a defenseless child growing into an addict, losing everything, and becoming homeless, to a woman with no fear, writing her first book, and getting her own cooking group. God has given her a new life, and she hopes this book will help open up awareness of child abuse.